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My dream last night was that I had to go back into my old grade school
(where I spent kindergarten through 5th grade) to get something for
myself. It was very important for some reason. So I go into the doors
like there's nothing different about me being there. I see lil kids
- I'm about 3 feet taller than most of them, but none really look at
me funny. I hear one of them say "So David (my son) DOES have a
sister (or mom?). I remember thinking that's odd - because we don't
look anything alike.
--So I get in there, and I must be being chased by someone, because
I'm in a great big rush. I get to a locker that must've been mine, and
there's nothing in there, but I got something anyway from there. Then
I roam the halls and find my current camera case without our big camera.
I put a dinky camera in there, and find a shirt. Then I make my way
out of the school.
--On the way into the school I stepped on a moving walkway to get in
(kind of like escalators - but flat). On my way in I just jumped on
and was going the right direction, and carefully. On my way Out though
- I was going the right way at first, but then I was coming out the
in door (with no resistance, and the floor was going the right way).
Right before I stepped off the moving part I did a little turn that
was kewl. (I turned all the way around with just one or two steps and
gracefully.) Someone that was on the side of the moving part said that
that was a nice move. And I smiled. I was much happier for some reason.
--Before I had gotten to the school I told Angel, Romeo, and some of
my other friends to leave if I wasn't back in 5 minutes. Then changed
my mind - I told them to leave if I wasn't back in 10 minutes. I thought
about asking them which way they would go just in case, but then didn't
(maybe I forgot?).
--So I came out of the school, and they weren't there. I ran down to
the road, and tried to see them. On my way down to the road (while on
a crosswalk) I started doing my really loud Meeping noise, and calling
their names. No one answered. So I look left and right when I get down
there, and I didn't see anyone. I was very sad.
--I walk to my grandma's (well, I'm instantly there and had the feeling
I'd walked and then been there for a while). I didn't have a car (That
70's Show had been on, and Eric the main guy didn't have a car because
he had it taken away from him for scratching it). So I thought about
borrowing the next door neighbor's car - but she had company. Just as
I was thinking about trying to borrow anyone's car, I was in a room
with my friends. They were saying how things had changed. I got the
feeling that Angel wanted to be called by her real name now. And Romeo
looked like Kurt Russel. Someone in the room had noticed he was a "peg-leg"
now. (I looked down and his ankle of his right food wasn't moving. He
was wearing black boots with round toes.) Then someone I was staying
with got up at like 3:30am and was fully dressed looking to eat some
breakfast and go. She had been talking to one of my friends that I didn't
recognize (some blond with straight hair...) and I wondered if she was
still up and talking to her friend (my friend). She said no, and when
I asked her if we'd gotten her awake early she'd said yes. I apologized
to my friend - said I thought she was (my aunt's?) friend.
Then the alarm clock went off.
--My mood at the time of this dream is very depressed. I don't have
any more friends left and I'm so very shy it makes it hard to meet new
friends. Besides, how do I go about making new friends anyway? Walk
up to perfect strangers and say Hey - wanna new friend? My "best
friend" even forgot my birthday this week (it was the 22nd, today's
the 25th, and no phone call yet). But he can go a week or two without
calling, so that's no difference. So I'm wondering what this dream means...I
dunno. That my friends will come back? I highly doubt it.
Anyway - just figured I'd update my dreams page. 8)
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