The Wall...
Crystalized tears forming an ineffective shield around the heart. Shielding nothing, as thoughts & feelings intrude, testing the membrane of sanity.  Sure in the knowledge that romance is a farce only found in fiction.  The emptiness cuts into the soul & mingles with self-loathing & cynicism.  Depression sinks deep, impenitrable by the sunshine in the fake smiles.  The darkness is insistent, sucking at the soul & gaining no sustenance.  Longing - the constant companion of a fantasy-infested brain.  Maggots of mimickry mucking up the mind, chittering with malice.

... Best not to ask about that one. 8*)