I dreamt of Carl again last night.  We'd met each other and were shy, but we got married before we even kissed for the "first" time... Then..... when we kissed - it was the sweetest thing.  His lips were sooooo very soft... and the caresses from our tongues.... I remember getting lost in our kiss, our embrace... Then someone cleared their throat and there were friends and family members all around us.  We were in a bare floor loft/apartment.  Behind Carl were presents galore on the table.  We didn't open the presents - we were too engaged in each other.  Then, we were alone, and figured we might as well open the presents - and take pictures of each other opening them, that way when my family gets there tomorrow we have room.  And I wanted to decorate our apartment with what we had.  I had already glimpsed what some of the presents were - ornaments and Christmas things - my FAAAAVORITE things in the world.  
~Switch to still being with Carl, but about our loft.~
It was cold, but we had blankets.  Someone else (a kiddo) was sleeping in my spot and she got up to make room for me by Carl.  She took her "window" with her (Kind of like a pillow.)  Hers was a very pretty lavender purple - and I told her so.  (These windows LOOKED like windows - double paned and everything.)  And I went and got mine - a very pretty easter-egg green.  I adjusted my window to match itself with the other window, and fit over a ledge in the other window.  It kept out the cold mostly - although there was a tiny gap in the gasket.  I put two rectangle small pillows underneath, and a trash basket (wicker & oval on one side, straight on another).  Then I cuddled down beside Carl.
~It's always bitter sweet to dream of Carl.  I miss him and what we had TERRIBLY.  But, I know that so much time has passed that we probably missed what we could've had.  But I'm hung up on him more than any other lover in my life.
~The rest of the dream included a snowy landscape.  It was nighttime.  We were heading to our apartment - and it was confusing about which road to take to get to our loft.  Our families were in a loft down the hill.  I was supposed to drive and I was happy about it.  Some other female was driving instead.  She passed our turn, and had to keep going.  She needed to make another turn and she was going to go right - but I said "it's MY turn to drive and IIII say go LEFT."  She went left, and our turn was right there where it was supposed to be.  And i felt happy.
~Before this wonderful dream about Carl - I had this dream...~
My toes were annoying me and I couldn't find my cuticle nippers.  (I honestly can't find my cuticle nippers, and I think Tom gave me a bit of his ooooh so wonderful Athlete's foot. Grrah)  But when I went to nip my cuticles and toe nails I tore off a good chunk of excess nail.  Then, when I found the nippers I went to cut the other nail off and my toe was horribly nasty - all red and fleshy.  My nail had doubled over back on itself and was darrrrk blood red and nasty looking.  But I clipped it and there was no pain when I was messing with it.  I just did what I had to do and the dream ended to begin the one with Carl....